Excessive Celebration

Always the bridesmaid, never the groom

Alright, so here’s a little rundown.  Apparently nobody uses this anymore, but wtf, i’m gonna type my little heart out.  fuck ‘em ya know.  anyway the last couple weeks have been impossibly stressful.  I spend all of my time so tired i can barely stay awake, yet every single night I lay in bed til at least 3 or 4 and then get a couple hours of sleep.  It’s fun.  I got dominated by my finals because, well, I just didn’t feel all that motivated this semester.  It’s a little worrisome that I have another semester left.  At this rate I don’t see how I’ll pass any of my classes next semester.  Oh well.

The MLC is next friday, and there is no chance I pass it.  Today I took the final for my practice lab for MLC, which was just 25 former exam problems.  I got 5 right, so there’s that.  I’ll pretty much be studying from 8 am to midnight or so the next 6 days, so we’ll see how much ground I can make up.  Who cares though.  Afterall, it’s just 275 bucks.

I decided a couple days ago I’m gonna work at Gallup and Ameritas this summer.  60 hours should be a lot of fun huh?  oh well, tons of Gs homie.

Lastly, let me say this, if another girl tells me i’m her best friend (or ‘you’re like a brother to me’) and says she is going to find me a girlfriend, I’ll punch her square in the jaw.  I’m not joking either.  I will literally knock this bitch out.  You’d be amazed how often that shit happens.  I suppose I just have a “hey i’m pretty gay, so I’d love to be your best friend and talk about shoe shopping and your boyfriend” vibe to me.  I suppose everyone has their strengths.

FUCK EM

Life is good (no seriously)

I’m in a great mood.  I got my financial situation straightened out.  I filled out all my paperwork for Ameritas and now I just wait until I start my internship.  Gallup is going alright.  Now all I have to do is get through the next 3 weeks, do well on finals, and hopefully pass MLC, and it will be easy ridin from there.

sweet

It’s people! Soylent Green is made out of people!

So I think I’m gonna make a return to blogging.  I’ve come to the realization that for me to have any desire to blog I either have to be really happy or really unhappy with the way my life is going.  I’ve been pretty content lately, so I haven’t had much to say.  Luckily I’m getting pretty self-pitying lately.  I’ve got a lot of shit I want to whine about and this is a good place to do it.  So look forward to that.

…so apparently fdr does have a memorial.  anyway, whatever, the point is the same.  There is, however, a monument to the women who served in Vietnam.  The other monuments and memorials are Washington, Lincoln, George Mason, Jefferson, Roosevelt (both), and memorials to various wars and the like.  I still don’t think there are any individual women who have done anything near what any of those guys did.  Sure, some social inequity early in our history most likely led to that fact, but it doesn’t change it.

…sluts…

Perhaps the lamest spring break of all time.  March Madness is extra mad this year, and probably the usual amount of marchy.  I did absolutely nothing this week.  Although it was nice to not be at my house, which it always is.  I spent the last two nights in York doing nothing and I’m ok with that.  I’m making some cash so maybe I can pay my rent…maybe…working for Mike is really easy though, so whatev.  I didnt do much of anything today and clocked him for 9 hours.

anyway whatever.  I’m excited about the nice weather.  i’m lookin forward to some skers baseball and playing some tennis.  ive apparently gotten too lazy to capitalize or punctuate completely.  whateva.

i don’t really have anything cool to say like i used to.  i did see a commercial that pissed me off today.  it was on lifetime (my mom was watching it and I was taking a break from working, really manly work too, i swear.) It was about how there are no monuments to women in DC.  Maybe, that’s because no woman has ever done anything to warrant a monument there.  that’s not even sexist.  you have to do something pretty great for america to be there.  hell, even fdr, arguably the greatest president ever, doesn’t have one.  there are definitely more deserving men who don’t have one than women.  whatever though.  lets give megan fox a monument.

im out

It’s been awhile eh?  I’ve been kind of busy, but mostly I just haven’t had much to say.  I’m feelin like i’m a little bit in need of a good blogging to dump some shit on nobody in particular.  So in the next couple of days I’ll be back.

oooh the suspense….

I’m on the edge of drunk.  Tebow is a giant fag-douche-tool.  He’s the most full of shit person I’ve ever seen.  Anyway, whatever.  I’m actually kind of tired of college football.  I’ll miss it soon enough I’m sure.  But it’s the Dookies for now.

On a much gayer note, I finished the first season of one tree hill.  Let me say, everybody was much hotter back then.  I’m gonna watch another episode and go to bed.  peace.

It’s been awhile since I’ve posted anything.  I’ve just kind of been laying low and relaxing since finals.  The end of my semester was pretty exhausting.  Anyway those finals I was staying up late studyin for mostly went well.  Lifecon didn’t go all that great, but it was good enough.

Christmas was great.  I got quite a bit of money, which mostly went to bills, but for the first time in my life I actually enjoyed spending time with my family more than any of the other crap.  Maybe that means I’m growing up.

I’ve started to realize how close I am to being done with everything.  Sure I don’t graduate for another year, but it still feels like it’ll be May.  Most of my friends and quite a few people I care quite a bit about graduate then.  So at that point my college, at least as it’s been to this point, will be over.  I’ll still have one semester pretty much by myself, but it’ll probably just seem like a job at that point.  I don’t know what it is, but I’ve always been too sentimental, and have always had a hard time letting go of things, even if I never really had ahold of them in the first place.  I think I might be the only person who isn’t completely thrilled to be done with college.  I mean I’m looking forward to being done and all the new challenges and experiences beyond it, but I’m really going to miss a lot of things.  It will mean I’m no longer a kid.  I’ve been sliding that direction, but this will be definative.  A lot of the people I have come to care quite a bit about (definitely more than I should in a couple of cases) will be gone, maybe forever.  It’ll be starting over.  I dunno.  I just think too much about things like that.

Anyway, New Years was fun and I’ve just been enjoying myself since then.  For now I’m just layin low and waitin for school to start again.  I’m pretty excited for House to come back Monday.

Also, I started watching One Tree Hill from the first episode and I plan to watch them all.  Judge me if you wish.  Its a good show.  haha